Thank you for sharing your story Jun. Being a sociologist and psychologist, as well as someone who suffers from anxiety and depression I knew this to be the case with you (kept within). It seems you have a good grasp on things, one word of advice from someone who cares, be careful of putting too much emphasis on high ROI output. I have linked this, in some cases to mania (I hate that term)/over confidence followed my crashes, so just be careful. Much love, Anna.