The Laminate Floor
I’m not sure what it means when you mark up the eggs that way..
(as found on publishousnow.com)
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I’m not sure what you mean when you mark up the eggs that way/
Dark x’s in permanent colored ink, placed right in the middle of the flavored contraption, how odd.
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Do I take the risk then, peel the egg half way only to discover
it has not been cooked properly and it had spilled over on the laminate floor?
I know that would create a space of fright over my mistakes, an entry point to point out my lifelong mistakes.
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I’m not sure what you mean when you have broken up words
pierce through my insides,
are they truly coming from your forlorn heart,
a hatred that runs so deep,
it has found its crevice from the communists that you fled
in the streets of Poland, nineteen hundred something
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Is this hatred your love?
Is this hatred, your love?
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You are my sibling and I am proud,
I force myself to be proud,
amidst insults to my face and my dignity about who I really am,
the chalkboard of who I really am.
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I was never the girl that you wanted,
the woman whose image I failed to achieve,
yet true love never had to hide,
so what remains hidden, in your mind’s eye?
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I am at peace in my heart with this failure,
I am finally,
at peace.
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Anna Rozwadowska 2018